“I hate being clever […] when you don’t really feel clever and don’t want to be clever. To sneak around and make plans and feel big about making them. I hate this feeling of thinking I’m doing right when I’m not really certain I am. Who are we, anyway? The majority?
Is that the answer? The majority is always holy, is it not? Always, always; just never wrong for one little insignificant tiny moment, is it? Never ever wrong in ten million years?
What is this majority and who are in it? And what do they think and how did they get that way and will they ever change and how the devil did I get caught in this rotten majority? I don’t feel comfortable.
Can one man be right, while all the world thinks they are right? Let’s not think about it. Let’s crawl around and act exciting and pull the trigger. There, and there!”
– Ray Bradbury
Better three months late than never x_x
02 Progatoes Location Scouting
It was a whole day of walking with Freda, Nick, Reynard, Kuang Jun and Toby. Tiring, but we had our share of fun. Headed back to hall that evening, where my brain got fried for the night.
03 Outdoor Drawing @ Vivocity
Xiantian’s painting, not mine obviously hahaha
05 Hebe’s Concert
Live 也超好听 TvT
14 3D Cosplay Submission
Behold! Our riches-to-rags-girl-on-fire look!
17 2D Submission
I made a children’s book of sorts for binbin and xinxin
18 Harmonica Appreciation Dinner
We had pizza while watching our concert video together. Oh and I finally recovered my lost tumbler in the band room, so happy!😀
19 Essay Writing
Stayed in hall to churn out the art history essay because the ceramics book was too heavy to lug home together with my laptop and adapter. I took three or four naps that day in between trying to finally start, starting and looking for points. HAHAHA. Exhausting.
Yes, finally koped my first ever free buffet from one of the functions :p Our whole hobo night gang sure stuffed ourselves silly over the ridiculously good (and free!) food. Too bad zhixin wasn’t in school😦
22 HRM Quiz Round Two
It was unfortunate that I didn’t have time to study for the first one as it clashed with submission week. And sadly, I don’t think I did well for the second quiz too despite putting in much more effort. I just hope the lecturer has had fun reading my script and judging me.
24 FOC Briefing
Whoo! Hope we got everyone hyped up and up-to-date.
25 Good Friday
Spent it on candle shopping for 3D I’m super broke T_T
28 Movie Night with the Supper Club
Sort of. Plus red wine and honey stars. Didn’t finish exorcist and I decided to forgo cube while the rest watched. Ended up not accomplishing anything academic-related for the night, sigh. It’s like a sudden calm between the heaves of a storm.
29 Harmonica Election
Took longer than I expected it to. Looking forward to seeing what Trung and Joe will do
31 An important date to keep in mind
Ought to get myself one.
Art school ruined my body clock.
I haven’t been able to fall asleep before 4am every day and, as a result, have been waking up only when half the day is already gone. Vicious cycle. Of course, there’s obviously a serious lack of discipline on my part. I just needed something to blame such that the self-denial can be sustained. I suck.
Dreams and epiphanies have been popping up as frequently as the prompts for an upgrade to Windows 10. I love to dream but boy do they drain me.
My date arrived slightly later yesterday and that gave me just enough time to pop by kinokuniya and dun dun dun I bought a book. Okay, anti-climatic, sorry.
Books are a luxury but also such worthy investments.
Trying my best to keep from over reliance (of) and instant gratification. Guilt and self-censorship are not helping. It messes everything up. I’m in a terribly sorry state, just like my room. And I miss my best friend.
bottomless flask of
carefully suppressed feelings
threatening to spill
a flood is deadly
the waves will sweep you away
and mess is a pain
since birth i have been
questioning my decisions
will i ever learn
Might it ever occur to them that what they have is but a glimpse of the antechamber?