My confidence level.
Self-esteem and confidence level plunging into the negative scale.
Not that they were ever of high values, but… sigh.
Maybe cause I’m too much of an idealist, nothing’s ever good enough.
“This feeling, it’s like standing in the middle of a busy street holding on to life’s fast forward button. Watching everything and everyone else moving on and zooming pass. Yet, you are still stuck in that same position, very much alone.”
Unproductive day to-day. A burrito of sadness I am.